Ten Years of Chlex /NC17/ completed: 12/02/2013

[TrinityR]

Wow, that was brilliant! Love naughty Chloe.

I saw your tumblr. [HotCrossedBunny]

Thank you I'm glad you liked it.

That just made me so sad for lex. [Rachet]

Yeah... I'll stop torturing Lex... at some point...

Amazing!!! Would Lex be able to make her trust him?? I hope so, someday
[malugargula]

Wait a few years... I mean fanfic's years

***

Year 2

Part 3

/fever/exodus/

Oh yeas, it was just Chloe’s bad luck that when she dated somebody again, he turned out to be nothing more than a meteor freak wanting to use her.

This time she didn’t go to Lex. She decided to live her life without him, just keep avoiding him and she was sure it would only be for the best for the both of them.

Now Chloe was sitting by Clark’s fevering body.

She’d never before seen him like this. It’d been her who’d always gotten sick, because she’d been working too hard in school and on the Torch and she remembered how Clark had always come by to visit her and comfort her. He’d been the best part of her life when she’d been forced to just lie in bed till she would get better. She’d always told him he should just go as not to catch anything, but he’d never had.

And now the situation was reversed. Only when Clark got sick it wasn’t a simple cold or flu. He was unconscious and his forehead was so hot that Chloe wondered why his father hadn’t driven him to a hospital yet.

Chloe didn’t want to lose Clark. Of course he would not die, but she was scared for him anyway. It looked serious.

She was comforting herself with thoughts that if it was really, really bad Mr Kent would react, because his wife had already been lying in hospital. Besides, Clark’s best friend was Lex Luthor and he could’ve sent a team of specialists to the Kents farm any time.

Chloe sighed deeply on the memory of Lex. Now their secret didn’t look so hot anymore. Chloe wished she could just tell somebody. It was killing her not be able to be honest with Clark.

She spilled her feelings to him and was waiting for some reaction. The thought that someday in the future if Clark would fall for her she would have to be honest with him about her sexual life was terrifying.

She didn’t have to tell him everything though, did she? She didn’t have to reveal the name of the man…

Clark shifted on the couch.

“Clark?” Chloe asked, stoking his forehead gently. “Can you hear me?”

Clark smiled weakly, his eyes still closed.

“Lana?” he whispered.

One word. Just one name. Four letters.

And it hurt Chloe so much. It hurt her more than a thousand words. More than a thousand sentences.

It’d been her voice, Chloe, that Clark had heard reading him the letter, not Lana’s.

Yet his feverish mind processed it differently, showed Clark what he wanted to hear.

Chloe stood up, tears in her eyes.

She would not take this any longer. She had to finally get over Clark Kent. She would not be that pathetic girl in love with her best friend, who was in love with somebody else. It had to end. Today.

So Chloe just walked out of there. She couldn’t stop her tears though.

Thinking she should let it go and just move on was much easier than actually doing it. She knew she had to, but… how would she manage?

She couldn’t cut Clark out of her life as she would do with any other man, because he was her friend and she didn’t want to lose that friendship.

Chloe just got inside the car and drove away.

She didn’t know what to do.

She stopped by the Talon and saw Lex leaning against his car.

She suddenly felt the visceral urge to go to him, throw herself at him, give up every ounce of her dignity and just let it all go. Maybe she would…

Before she managed to realize the obvious outcome of the situation and the truth about her feelings, she noticed a beautiful brunette walking out of the Talon. She was the new doctor in town, Helen Bryce, Chloe vaguely remembered.

And Helen Bryce walked straight to Lex, kissed him in the lips and they both got into his car.

Chloe just sat there, in her own car, looking at them with her mouth widely opened.

Of course, she shouldn’t have been expecting Lex to be there every time she would call. Whatever had been between them was over and now… now it was too late.
Maybe it would’ve been a mistake to start something with Lex anyway. Maybe the fact that he moved on was supposed to show Chloe that she should do it as well. Just stop looking into the past, step into the future.

***

Chloe immersed herself in school work. She was either studying or working on her paper. The only thing that was on her mind right now, the only aim, was to get the summer internship in the Daily Planet.

She needed to be the best for that.

She was tired of relationships. She was tired of the fact that Clark had started seeing Lana again and didn’t have the guts to tell her. She was tired of her roommate lying to her. Did she miss something? Oh yeah, Lex Luthor was getting married. Again. But she would not think about that bastard. No way.

She had her future ahead and she would get where she’d been dreaming her whole life to get.

All of that still didn’t stop her from bursting into tears again when she saw Clark and Lana kissing in the barn.

It wasn’t even that important now, when she was doing everything to get over Clark. It was about Clark not trusting her enough. She’d always been honest with him, ok, maybe she’d left one thing out, but that had never influenced their friendship and Clark had never had that feeling he’d been lied to. Chloe had always felt that way in his presence and didn’t really recall any time that it’d been different.

Yet, she still stood by him. She didn’t take the offer that Lionel Luthor had given her.

Well, take that, Clark, she thought while being so angry she could actually scream.

She would take care of her future.

***

Of course Chloe did not intend on telling Lionel everything she had on Clark. She didn’t even know that much herself, but she took the opportunity.

“So, what changed you mind, Ms Sullivan?”

“Well, what can I say? Opportunities like this aren’t dropped on your doorstep every day.”

Clark Kent didn’t care about her. He’d just blown her over while saying that he’d had more important stuff to do. Just like that. Like she was some kind of trash or a plaything he could use whenever he wanted and then just drop it.

Lex didn’t even acknowledge her existence and she wasn’t even invited to the wedding. Lana and Clark, the perfect Smallville’s couple, of course were.

***

Lex was looking through the window, but wasn’t really seeing anything.

He would soon be married.

He’d rushed into this to put the past behind him, to finally forget about a certain blonde.

He’d chosen a brunette that was the opposite of Chloe in every way possible.

That should do…

***

A/N And look! I managed not to put smut into this chapter!

[malugargula]

Helen "the bitch" Bryce
I hope she goes through hell in this fic
lol
I'm really enjoying your fic. It makes me sad for them, most of the time, but I can really see this happening, trust is something so hard and so precious in a person's life.
Can't wait for more

[TrinityR]

A/N I hope I’m not updating too fast. I just have a break right now and don’t really know what to do with my time. Add to that the flowing inspiration and…
But if you feel it’s too fast, just tell me. I’ll find sth else to do…

NEW CHLEX VIDEO We R Who We R – Tonight we’re going hard… CLICK

Year Three

Part 1

/phoenix/

Chloe thought she had the worst vacations of her life. It was a nightmare.

She barely managed to stand on her feet, get over Clark, more or less deal with Lex marrying Helen and… boom. One catastrophe after the other!

First, she found out Clark’s mother was actually pregnant and she lost the baby, because there was an explosion on the farm. Clark probably caused it, so he just… left Lana and his parents and decided to run away.

Chloe was furious with him. All their own issues put aside, how could he just abandon the girl he claimed to love almost all his life? And his parents that had just lost their baby?! And Chloe had actually wanted to be with somebody like that?!

But it wasn’t over. Oh no.

The worst news came day later.

Chloe just stated her internship at the Planet, which actually seemed more like a job since Lionel got her her own column. She, like every single morning, picked up the newspaper and looked through it.

There it was. On the first page.

Lex Luthor presumed dead in plane crash.

Tears appeared in her eyes and she couldn’t read anymore. She felt like she was going to faint when a sudden wave of nausea hit her.

“Hey, are you alright?” she heard some voice. “Do you need something?”

She didn’t answer. She just dropped the paper and clenched the edge of her new desk as not to fall down.

“Let me take you outside. You need some fresh air… and the hospital is nearby if…”

She remained quiet ad just let that stranger lead her to the exit and then outside.

“Are you feeling any better? Talk to me…”

“Is he…” she took a deep breath, “is he really… dead?” she asked and finally looked around.

She felt much better now when the fresh air got to her lungs, but she was still a little shaky.

“Who…? Oh, you’re talking about that young Luthor guy? They don’t know for sure yet. His plane disappeared from the radar and they never found it.”

Chloe finally braced herself and looked at the young man who helped her.

Or maybe a boy, because that was what he looked like.

“Jimmy,” he said on noticing she tried to figure out if she knew him, “Jimmy Olsen. I’m on my internship here. I’m studying on MetU.”

“Oh…” she just uttered. “I mean… ehm…” she cleared her throat, “I’m Chloe Sullivan.”

“Yeah, I know.”

She sent him a questioning look, so he quickly explained, “news travel fast here. We all know that Lionel Luthor recommended you. Is that why you’re so upset or maybe…” he started, clearly thinking hard.

Chloe preferred no one knew her real connection to Lex, especially when he’d just gotten married, so she just said quickly, “we were friends.”

“Oh… sorry then.”

It all seemed so surreal. Lex just couldn’t be dead! It was Lex for a god’s sake! He’d been through so much, so many death threats that he just couldn’t be taken down by a plane crash!

***

Almost three months later Chloe’s mood didn’t get any better.

It was actually the other way around.

No, finding Clark Kent wasn’t enough to add to her recent list of trouble.

Dealing with Lionel Luthor, what Chloe now knew was a huge mistake, got harder as she ran out of safe things about Clark to tell him.

Now Chloe had probably made one of the biggest mistakes of her life.

She slept with Jimmy.

She knew she shouldn’t have.

She actually should’ve known better than that. She should’ve known that a sweet young man would never be better than Lex.

The bad, awkward sex she’d just had make her feel horrible as all the memories of the times she’s fucked Lex resurfaced and hit her harder than ever.

He was probably dead.

No, not probably. Definitively.

The searching had been called off and, what more, his widow, Helen Bryce, was living comfortably in his mansion as she’d inherited everything.

It hurt Chloe to watch her flaunting around her money and her freshly acquired position, wearing all the sunny colorful dresses like she didn’t even care that her husband was dead.

Chloe knew that Lionel thought Helen killed Lex, but there was no proof.

That made the young blond so angry that she let Jimmy take what he wanted. She was vulnerable. She should’ve known better.

Now she didn’t even want to think about that flop. Jimmy, though sophomore, was inexperienced. That was his first time and he knew so little he even thought Chloe was a virgin.

No, she shook her head, she would not think about it. She had to move on.

She had more important things on her mind and she shouldn’t feel guilty about sleeping with Jimmy. Lex had slept with a lot of women before and after her. She should just put it all behind, treat it just like another experience in life. She would learn and move on.

***

Sometimes she wished she lived in a different town.

Sometimes she wished she could find an answer to everything.

But she couldn’t and that inner drive to keep looking had probably directed her toward journalism in the first place.

Clark came back home and he was himself again. Chloe had no idea what had happened to him or what had caused all those sudden changes. She could understand a teenage rebellion, but what Clark had done had been far beyond that. He was like dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde. Chloe still couldn’t figure him out.

And if she couldn’t she only found herself being pushed by Lionel more than ever.

The only good and in the same time shocking thing that happened was that Lex turned out to be actually alive.

When Chloe heard the news from Clark she was happy, even elated, but she wasn’t sure if she should go see Lex. Probably not. He had enough on his plate right now when dealing with his wife.

Damn, that man really knew how to pick them, Chloe thought sarcastically.

Life more or less came back to normal, but although things seemed the same, they weren’t.

Everybody had changed somehow.

***

The day Chloe feared came eventually.

She met Lex on the street.

She felt awkward, not in the right place, she didn’t know what to do or say. There was just too much history. Too much… passion, and now they were like strangers to each other.

“Hi…” Chloe just said and came to a stop.

“Hi,” he said back, looking at her expectantly.

What did he expect from her?

“I… eh… I am glad that you’re alive,” she finally uttered, because there was nothing else to say.

“You are?” he asked her, what actually surprised her.

She avoided his eyes at the moment. She didn’t know what would happen if she look into that blue gray depths.

“Yea, I really am,” she added and just walked passed him, her eyes fixed on the sidewalk.

She could feel him staring at her back, but she chose to leave. She couldn’t go that road again. She just couldn’t. It would be wrong. It would be against everything she’d promised to herself. She would go ahead, not back.


A/N Yeah, I know. Poor love birds can’t figure each other out or reach hands to each other. Don’t worry though, next chapter will be more eventful…

[HotCrossedBunny]

No you are not updating too fast, keep going! That was brilliant, I want an explanation about Helen though! Love your video, it is now sitting happily on my harddrive. Have you ever considered doing a Chlex one to Fire and Water by Free?

[HotCrossedBunny]

P.S. Where is the clip with him with Michael with his arm around Allison at 1.26 from?

[TrinityR]

No you are not updating too fast, keep going! That was brilliant, I want an explanation about Helen though! Love your video, it is now sitting happily on my harddrive. Have you ever considered doing a Chlex one to Fire and Water by Free?

Thank you!
I'm not sure I have enough inspiration to do some more Chlex right now since I've just made another video (will be up with the next update of Thrist Lady)
I need a break
But you're welcome to look into my older ones HERE
I'm giving you a link to spare you digging through all the Lexana there (why did I make so many Lexana again...?)

I will give you a mention of Helen in the next part, don't worry, but first: Thirst Lady

[TrinityR]

P.S. Where is the clip with him with Michael with his arm around Allison at 1.26 from?

It's from season 3 dvd extras Heroes Behind the Camera, you can see it here CLICK at 1:34

Whole meterial here CLICK

[HotCrossedBunny]

Okay no rush. You should have a nice little rest. I just realised that I have seen all of your vids before but never realised that they were yours and I have no idea what possessed you to do Lexana.

Thanks for the link, but I actually meant the one with her in the red top where he is giving her a hug.

[TrinityR]

Okay no rush. You should have a nice little rest. I just realised that I have seen all of your vids before but never realised that they were yours and I have no idea what possessed you to do Lexana.

Thanks for the link, but I actually meant the one with her in the red top where he is giving her a hug.

Yeah, I got that, that is why I changed the link and deleted that last response. Now I think I got the right one so look above

[HotCrossedBunny]

Yay, thank-you. Nice cuddle.