Don't stop now
Don't stop now
LEX
Our conversation was finally interrupted by Chloe's mother who came over looking down at me and informing her daughter that she should prepare herself for dinner.
When they left one of the women that had been accompanying Mrs Sullivan stayed. She for a change looked quite nice, she didn't despise me what was a relief.
"Son!" she spoke to me. "Do you have the slightest comprehension what you're doing?"
"Ehm… not really…" I admitted because I had to face it, where would it all go from now?
"Well… you're about to go into the snake's pit…" She eyed me up and down adding: "What are you planning to wear?"
That was a very good question because I had nothing decent, I didn't own any suits or expensive clothing. I wasn't a fool, I knew what was expected from men at such dinners but what could I do with that? The only way to dress myself up would be to steal a suit and I didn't want to get myself into any trouble. I wanted to spend that journey on the deck of that ship, not under it in some cell.
The woman snorted.
"I figured… come on," she tugged on my arm.
***
Half an hour later I was standing in her room, looking at myself in the mirror. I had to admit, I looked quite descent and even handsome in that suit she'd borrowed me.
"Look at you!" she smiled clearly satisfied with her work. "You look like you were born to were suits!"
That was some irony, wasn't it?
***
Ok, now I had to go… I felt a little stressed up. I knew what was expected from me, I knew all about good manners, I'd read about them but never really practicing them during a real dinner with higher class people. I was afraid I might make a fool of myself and never see Chloe again. Maybe she would listen to me and decide to take her life in her own hands but she could as well succumb to the power that her family had. Doing something completely new was never easy and the difference between me and her was that I'd been used to it, she hadn't.
When I stepped into the room all my insecurities disappeared. It wasn't that scary at all and my clothes made me more self-conscious. I knew I didn't look like a poor boy that had nothing. I could fool all those people, they would think I mattered. I wish I really had but I knew that after that night… I would have to wake up and come back to reality. I still had hope for the future though, maybe what they said about American Dream was true, maybe I could achieve something up there. Maybe I would be able to impress Chloe and… ok, now I was going too far with my dreams. Come back to Earth, Lex.
Where was she anyway? I had to find her first, I didn't feel like coming over to Davis and starting a conversation with him with no one around. I didn't like that guy and it had nothing to do with the fact that he was her fiancé.
I walked down the stairs watching people carefully to remind myself what should I do, how should I walk and act.
And yeah… Davis and Chloe's mother walked right pass me. No sign of Chloe though…
Hadn't they recognized me? Or they had but decided to ignore me to humiliate me?
Should I speak up? Or should I wait until she would be here and I would feel more comfortable in the company of her family while by her side?
They were gone before I made up my mind so I had to wait.
It was worth it.
There was Chloe.
Descending the stairs like a real angel. She had a blue dress on that made her even more beautiful if that was possible and that color really brought up her eyes.
I stopped acting like the guy she'd spent all day, I acted like a true gentleman born in a rich family. I was pretty good at this, maybe I could even get used to it.
I kissed her hand.
"I have to say… I wouldn't recognize you if not…" she cut off. Well, I knew what she wanted to say, I wasn't easy to miss since my baldness was so obvious and was contrasting with my young age so much.
"It's ok." I smiled to her helping her make her way down the last couple of stairs. "I got used to it."
"If that matters at all… I think you look very handsome the way you are," she said honestly what made my chest strangely warm.
We came closer to her fiancé and her mother.
"Darling," Chloe reach out to touch Davis's arm. "Surely, you remember Mr Luthor."
They looked at me like I was a complete stranger but then quickly connected the dots.
"Luthor…" Davis smirked. "Look… you've almost passed as a gentleman!"
He was making fun of me but I couldn't say a word, I knew I would be out of there in a second if I did.
We headed toward the dinner room meeting a lot of people on our way. Chloe was very helpful, she was telling me everything she knew about them, sometimes even some funny or scandalous facts. Life of the elite wasn't so flawless as I thought after all.
Then we were finally sat by a big round table and waited for dinner to be served while talking and listening to some classic music that had been playing in the background.
When Chloe introduced me one of the man by the table wrinkled his brows like he was trying to remember something.
"Luthor… why this name sounds so familiar?" he asked me.
"I don't know, sir. The only Luthor I know is me," I answered and some of the people laughed like it was a very good joke.
"Wait… wait a moment…" The man was thinking hard. "Isn't that the new rich philanthropist from America? Isn't his name Luthor?"
"If that was true, sir, it would be a hell of a bitter irony," I told him while thinking it over.
Could it be my father? Was he rich? Rich while I'd been barely keeping myself alive?
That would be too good to be true so I had to drop that thought. The only power I had was within myself and that was the one safe to use with no disappointment. I couldn't just blindly rely on others.
The food was excellent, I'd never tasted such a delicacies, but the conversation and jokes were boring and tiring.
Soon I was asked out along with the gentlemen for smoking but Davis clearly didn't want me there informing me that the business and politics they would be talking about wouldn't interested me at all.
What should I do now? They were clearly looking at me like I was some kind of an intruder. There was no place for me there – no matter how I would look like and how I would dress myself – it wasn't my world and they knew it, I was disguised only on the surface.
So, the dinner turned out to be a total fiasco because I couldn't even talk to Chloe now, she was with other ladies by the table, clearly bored but she couldn't leave and certainly she couldn't leave with me.
Then a sudden brilliant idea came to my mind.
I made my way over to her and under the pretext of saying goodbye I took her hand giving her a small piece of paper.
Then I left.
***
CHLOE
What was it? I thought feeling a little excited already. My life was so boring that I felt like I would die during the next dinner and even the presence of Lex hadn't made it more bearable because, of course… I couldn't talk too much to him, what more I couldn't talk about the stuff I wanted because I didn't want my mother to find out… And the most important fact was that I couldn't talk to him because everybody would know what I felt.
I was starting to feel… I didn't know what was it yet, but it was becoming powerful. When I saw Lex my mouth smiled on its own and I felt a pang of joy in my chest and butterflies in my stomach. I felt more and more awake while being with him.
Where would it lead me? I didn't want to think about it just now…
I just wanted to feel alive again.
He wanted to meet me at the clock…
My heart started pounding faster and faster.
I had to fool my mother first…
I waited ten minutes that seemed like a whole eternity to me but I had only one shot and couldn't look suspicious.
Finally, I appeared where he'd wanted to meet.
"Come with me," he smiled taking my hand into his and pulling me.
So, I followed him.
I was ready to find out where it would lead me.
***
He took me on the highest deck and to the rail.
We were just standing there, looking in the sky, watching the moon and the stairs.
"You can't see such a beautiful sky over the city," he finally spoke breaking the silence. His voice soft and textured.
"No, you can't… and I don't usually look in the sky," I confessed.
"Why?" His eyes were now fixed on my face.
"It reminds me of freedom that I will never have…"
"Of course you will, what did I tell you?"
His gaze made me lose my countenance now. Why not? He was right. I could do anything I wanted.
"Maybe…" I shivered.
"You cold?" he asked and without waiting for any answer took off his jacket putting it on me.
"Lex… you…"
"Don't worry about me."
I was still cold though.
"Do you want to go back inside?"
"No, I'll be fine, I want to stay and watch the stairs with you…" Our eyes met for a longer time now. I could sink into that blue-gray depths.
Lex was so real, so warm, so…
Maybe I should stop thinking like that? It wouldn't lead my anywhere safe…
Suddenly, he put his arms around me because I was still shaking a little.
"I don't want to be blamed by your mother that I've gotten you sick," he said smiling to me and rubbing my arms to make me warmer. "She looked tonight like she wanted to kill me so I won't give her the reason."
I chuckled and stared into his eyes once again.
The closeness was too much. I felt his body heat, I could almost feel his chest raising when he was taking a breath… and my heart was pounding like crazy again.
What was happening to me? I'd never felt more terrified, alive and happy in the same time.
Then his face got closer and his lips gently touched mine.
I stilled, surprised by the kiss.
"I'm sorry…" he apologized moving away from me when everything inside of me was craving for him to kiss me again.
Why wouldn't I do that anyway? He'd already made the first move and now got the wrong impression.
So I put my hands on his face pulling him closer into another kiss.
This time it was something more than just brush on the lips, this time it was a real kiss.
My lips parted when the feeling overpowered me. I stopped thinking, I was just acting.
He awoke me for sure... I felt some savage joy inside, all my worries were gone. All that mattered was him, his lips on mine, his body close.
I woke up just when things got more intense, when I felt his tongue sliding along my lower lip making me shiver and this time not from cold. The cold actually had gotten away, now I was hot.
I moved back stopping the kiss.
What was I doing? He was messing with my head so much… by his side I was forgetting about right or wrong… I might want to run away but I was still engaged… and I had no idea what I should do with that…
"It's late…" I found myself saying and completely breaking the mood. "I have to go…" I took off the jacket he'd given me and handed it over to him. "Thank you for tonight," I added with strange voice that seemed not to belong to me.
"Chloe…" Lex started.
"Don't say anything…" I shut his lips putting my finger on them. Maybe it was a bad idea because I wanted to kiss him again so badly.
I finally took my hand off his face and turned round to walk away.
"Do you regret…" he started and didn't finish but I knew what he was referring to anyway.
"Not even a second," I answered but didn't turn back to face him. I knew I wouldn't have enough strength to walk away then, I also knew that he understood my behavior. I could see it in his eyes a moment before. He understood my dilemmas.
***
The next morning I was forced to eat breakfast in the company of my fiancé, alone.
"I hope you would come to me last night," he said.
Excuse me? What had he been expecting? That I would just go over to his room and give myself to him without marrying him? But… again… I would do that… I realized… just not with him… I'd made a mess of my life!
"I was tired," I explained doing my best to sound convincing.
"Moonlight walks are without doubt exhausting…" he said.
He knew? Did he know about the kiss too? I started trembling. Davis was well-known for his quick temper…
"So, you had me followed… how typical…" I said keeping my voice low.
"You will never behave like that again, Chloe, do you understand?"
Was he threating me?
"You think you have the right to command me?" I asked getting angrier and angrier with him. Who did he think he was? "I'm your fiancée, not you slave."
"Fiancee!" he snorted. "Oh yes! You are!" he stood up kicking the table and turning it over, breaking the glass on it.
I jumped in my seat, scared of him.
"You will be my wife so you will honor me like the law requires you to!" he bent over to me. "I will not be made a fool, Chloe… Is this unclear?"
I moved back but I was still sitting so there was no much space for me to get away from him.
"No…" I whispered.
"Good…" he smiled like nothing had happened. "Excuse me."
He was gone.
Just like that. He'd just walked away completely calm again after terrorizing his fiancée – after terrorizing me!
I could finally cry, he was gone, he wouldn't see how weak I actually was…
Lex thought I was strong? He must be wrong…
***
When I came back to my room feeling my feet wobbly my mother walked in and started tying up my corset.
I had enough! I had enough of this fucking tight corset! I had enough of my forced good behavior! I had enough of that controlling family!
And now I was turning into some mob who was cursing…
I immediately felt a pang of guilt, how could I even think such a word like 'mob'? You could say that Lex was a mob and he was better than ten Daviss.
"You will not to see that boy ever again," my mom told me while making the corset tighter and tighter like she was unloading her anger that way, like she was locking me up in some dungeon, like the tighter the corset was getting the further away I was from Lex.
Like keeping me in shackles.
"Do you understand me?" she asked when I didn't give her any answer. "Chloe!"
Still, nothing.
"I forbid it!" she added.
"I'll stop it, mother," I sighed. I knew she wouldn't let it go until she would hear an answer.
"This is not a game! You know our money's gone!" She brutally turned me to face her.
"Of course I know it's gone! You remind me every day."
"Our good name is the only card we have to play! I don't understand you. Davis is a fine man. He will ensure our survival and give you anything you want."
"How can you put this on my shoulders?" I asked.
"And why are you being so selfish?"
"I'm being selfish?"
"Do you want to see me working as a seamstress?!" her voice broke like she was going to cry.
Yeah, mom, because it was the end of the world, right?
"Do you want to see the rest of our things sold on an auction? Your paintings?"
Suddenly, I didn't care about the paintings… there had been my whole life once… exactly had been.
My mother finally broke into tears so I couldn't push her further now.
"This is so unfair…" I sighed. I loved her, I did, it was my mother but… eh…
"Of course it's unfair. Our choices are never easy."
What if they were? I thought. What it there were easy but all you had to do was to have enough courage to make that right one even if it didn't seem that way to those close to you?
I really hate her fiancee. He needs to go but great update.
"Everyone seems normal until you get to know them. "
Thank you for continuing this
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LEX
The next day morning I went back to the A class compartment, I needed to talk to Chloe. I needed to know where we were standing. Maybe it was too early for such a question, maybe I wasn't being so patient anymore but I needed to see her. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I'd spent almost all night just rolling from side to side, not able to sleep. All I'd seen were her eyes… her face smiling to me… her lips kissing mine…
Before I even got inside somebody stopped me.
"I… I just need to see somebody…" I started when the me interrupted me and pushed me away.
"You're not supposed to be in here."
"I just want to speak to someone." I didn't know what the big deal was… I knew I wasn't a part of their classy world but there was no law against just talking to them, right?
"I'm sorry."
"I was here last night, you don't remember me?" I asked losing my patience.
"No, I'm afraid I don't and now… you gonna have to turn round and…"
"He'll tell you!" I saw Davis's servant walking out of the room I wanted to get inside so badly. "I just… I just need to…" I started.
"Mr Bloom and Mrs Sullivan asked me thank you for your assistance. They wanted me to give you this…" He handed me over a twenty.
"I don't want your money," I got angry.
"So, let me also remind you that you hold a third class ticket and your presence here is no longer appropriate."
"Please, I just want to speak to Chloe for just one second!"
"See that Mr Luthor gets back to where he belongs," the servant ordered the men guiding the door, "and that he stays there," he added giving them the twenty.
They escorted me back.
If they thought I would just give up like that… they didn't know me at all.
I wasn't a quitter. Life hadn't thought me that. When I wanted something I was doing anything in power to get it.
So, I sneaked into the higher deck and spotted Chloe walking along with her family and friends.
She was miserable again, bored… the expression on her face was now almost like the one I'd seen when she'd been trying to jump.
CHLOE
Feeling more bored than ever I looked for some pleasurable company and found it in the person of Hamilton, the designer of Titanic.
"Forgive me for mentioning that but… it seems that there are not enough life boats for everyone," I pointed out.
"About a half, actually," he told me. "Chloe… you miss nothing, do you?... I had on my on my mind to put more of them here, we could fit smaller boats in the bigger ones but… somebody thought it would clatter the deck so… I was overruled."
All I could do was to send him a small and quite fake smile. I didn't want to offend him but… how the look of Titanic could be more important than life boats that could… well… save thousands of lives?
"That's right," Davis cut in. "The deck is small enough. Too many boats… that would be too much."
I shot him a surprised look but, after all he wouldn't surprised me with anything now, I knew him too well. It was so typical of him to say something like that.
"Sleep soundly, Chloe. I have built a good ship, strong. She's the life boat you need…"
He walked pass me leaving me behind.
Suddenly, somebody put a hand on my shoulder.
I turned round to tell that person it was rude but I saw Lex.
"Come on…" he pointed the door by our side.
"But…" I started to refuse when he caught my hand and pulled me.
I didn't oppose, his touch on my skin, even so innocent as holding hands… made me feel save and in the right place in the universe.
So, I let him drug me into that room.
Why was I so weak? My mother's well-being depended on me! And she was the woman who'd given me life, raised me, cared about me and loved me… she'd never led me down so why would I do something like that to her?
"I can't see you anymore," I told Lex and headed back to the door.
"I need to talk to you!" he stopped me turning me to face him. His eyes piercing into mine… that familiar blue-gray depths… what was it that I wanted to do…? Oh, yeah…
"No, Lex, no… I'm… I'm engaged…" I looked down in need to avoid his eyes, I really didn't want to see them so sad… "I'm marrying Davis… I love Davis…" I kept saying while staring at Lex's lips.
"Chloe… you know you're not an easy person… and you're still scared but under all of that fear and insecurities… you are the most amazing and brave woman I've ever known."
"Lex!"
"No, wait!... I'm not an idiot. I know how the world works. I've got ten bucks in my pocket and nothing to offer you and… I know that. I understand but… I'm too involved now to back out without a fight. You jump I jump, remember?"
I could just stare at his face while he was telling me all of this with such passion and regret. Poor guy… we were doomed.
"I just… can't leave you alone without knowing that you will be ok. Can you honestly tell me that you will?" He put his hands on my arms, looking at me closely.
"I… I'll be fine…" I stammered almost whispering those words while looking in his eye. "Really…"
"Really?... I don't think so. They've got you trapped, Chloe and you gonna die if you don't break free. Maybe not right away, because you're strong but… sooner or later that fire…" he put his hand on my cheek and I closed my eyes with pleasure, "that fire that I love about you, Chloe… that fire is gonna burn out."
"It's not up to you to save me, Lex."
"You're right. Only you can do that…"
God, his face was so close… his hand was burning my cheek… his eyes were so full of desire…
And I finally forgot about everything.
I put my hand on his while the other one on his smooth head pulling him closer, demanding a kiss.
He didn't back away, he kissed me too, with full passion and need for me.
The world started spinning, I felt fire in my entire body with the epicenter right between my legs and then Lex got closer closing me in his arms and kissing me with his full capacity, joining our tongues, pressing his body against mine and to the wall.
Then, I felt something else while kissing him, something hard on my stomach and I realized…
"Oh God… no. I can't…" I pushed him away. I knew he wouldn't do anything against my will, I knew he couldn't… I was the one who had to pull away because soon enough I would be too far lost to even gather enough strength to do that. I couldn't cheat on my fiancé, I couldn't… He would know… I would marry him eventually and he would know, because obviously, I'd never been with a man before.
"Leave me alone…" I said almost crying and walked out of there shaking.
I didn't even know how I reached my room since I had no idea where I was heading…
All I could think about was Lex's body next to mine… I couldn't stop. I was imaging myself how it would feel with him and how it would feel with Davis. The choice should be so obvious. I could choose a lifer full of love and pleasure or I could choose a life full of misery and disgust.
Still, I had to choose the latter…
***
During lunch I was still absentminded. Fortunately, my mother had got herself into a conversation with some other woman so I was free to think… and think some more…
I noticed some women eating with her daughter. They were sitting together, clothed in expensive aristocrat dresses, behaving politely… Would that be me in the future? Me and my child? No Davis who would be busy all the time and even if he wouldn't… I would prefer to avoid him limiting our time together to minimum. Then he would find himself a mistress, that was obvious, what else could a man do while his wife wouldn't enjoy making love to him? I would be left with my children, alone, miserable, I would have to lie to them that their father was actually working and… not having sex with another woman… Then I would eat a lot to kill my misery and I would get fat…
Finally, I would die letting my children do the very same thing when they would grow up… follow some rich man, have a family…
One fucking vicious circle.
I even stopped caring about my language.
I stood up and left without saying a word to my mother.
I just made up my mind.
Fuck them all, I was going to live like I wanted. I was going to do what would bring me happiness. That what life was all about. You had to take care of yourself because you were the most important person in your life, not somebody else. It wasn't my fault that my mother was losing her money, it was hers because after my father had died she hadn't stopped spending them, she should had known better, she should had known to save them.
I found Lex on the bow of Titanic.
LEX
"Hello, Lex," I heard Chloe's voice.
Could I be dreaming?
I turned round and saw her. Windy hair, hands joined together, her face uncertain about what she should say and how I would react to that.
And then she smiled. Like an angel.
I was probably staring at her like some fool in love.
"I changed my mind," she continued while making her way to me. When she finally reached me she kissed me.
"Give me your hand," I asked her when our lips parted. Suddenly, a great idea came to my mind. "Now, close your eyes…" she did, "step up… keep your eyes closed, don't peak."
"I'm not," she giggled.
The sound of her laugh made my heart grew warmer, made me have hope for the future, probably futile hope but always. I was the reason she was smiling, I was the one who'd breathed a new life into her. Me, just a casual poor and bald guy that could give her nothing except himself but maybe in that very case it was all she needed.
"Do you trust me?" I whispered into her ear while holding her from the back.
"I trust you, Lex," she answered so I spread her arms while still holding her, not letting her fall.
CHLOE
"Now… open your eyes," his voice slightly hoarsed and hushed in my ear. The most beautiful sound… His body next to me… his hands on my waist…
So, I opened my eyes.
"I'm flying!" I squealed with joy.
I was standing on the bow of the ship with my arms spread open, looking into the sky, seeing the water right beneath me.
I'd just been released, I'd freed myself…
And that was how freedom tasted…
I was ready to fight, I was ready to overcome every single obstacle on my way. I could stand up to my mother, no one would never tell me what to do ever again.
That was my life and I had to start living it.
Lex took my hands again and his arms closed around me.
The sunset we were just watching was exquisite but there was something better. I turned my head to look in his eye and he kissed me.
I felt it again, that urge that wouldn't be overcome until we would get further than just kisses… I felt ready. I felt more alive than ever. It was now or never, we never knew what tomorrow would bring…
"Come with me…" I said taking his hand and leading him to my private rooms.
All my family should be at dinner right now so we were safe.
"So, this is the living room…" I closed the door behind us.
Yes, I wanted him tonight but first… I needed something else from him.
"Is this light good?" I asked him.
"What?" he turned to me not quite understanding. "Good for what?"
"For drawing… me…" I answered.
"You want me to drew a picture of you?" he made himself sure.
"Yes, can you?"
LEX
Could I? What a question!
"I would be honored, Chloe," I said. "You're the most beautiful creature I've ever seen… you're worth drawing thousands of pictures."
"Let's start from one," she laughed coming over to her safe.
"Look…" She came back with blue necklace in her hand.
"That's nice. What is it?"
"Diamond. Very rare diamond…" She handed it over to me. "And… Lex… I want you to draw me like one of your French girls… wearing this…" I nodded looking closer at the necklace.
"Alright," I agreed.
"Wearing… only this," I heard her voice again and almost dropped the diamond on the floor.
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LEX
Just start with the basics, Lex… I told myself while waiting for Chloe to appear… this time naked… right before me… so I could draw her picture…
I'd been drawing naked women before but never I'd been so attracted to any one of them, never so distracted, never so exited.
I even started wondering whether I would pull it through. I couldn't screw that picture up, Chloe was so beautiful that I had to do my very best to capture that beauty although I was pretty sure it wasn't possible. No, even the best artist in the world wouldn't be.
So, I prepared the room, pushed the sofa to the very middle of the it, put my pencils on the table… I was focusing on the small details so not to think about…
Then, she appeared in the door, wearing a robe, looking at me… smiling to me… so sensual…
I forgot about everything else in an instant, all I wanted to do now was to just stand up, go over to her and kiss her again.
Wake up, Lex. I told myself again almost shaking my head.
I smiled and pointed her the sofa.
"The last thing I need is a picture of me looking as a porcelain doll," she told me coming closer. "I expect to get what I want."
CHLOE
Was I shaky? My body felt like that.
No man had ever seen me naked before…
Would Lex like what he would see? Or maybe he wouldn't? Judging from his drawings he'd seen enough so my body shouldn't be any distraction, right?
God, why did I feel so insecure now? People were always complementing my good look so I guessed I shouldn't…
But what if he wouldn't like me after all?
I hoped I managed to cover all of that feelings up. There was no turning back now. I had to do this. I wanted this. It was a normal human reaction to be afraid.
Ok, now or never…
I made a step back and let the robe slid down to the floor. I stood completely naked.
Ok, it wasn't that bad as I thought it would be after all.
The look on Lex's face certainly helped.
Like for a guy who'd seen enough he looked amazed.
He liked what he saw. I suddenly realized with strange pang of happiness in my chest.
LEX
The robe slowly slid on the floor.
And there she was.
Completely naked. Standing right in front of me.
Looking even better than an angel.
I couldn't hide my reaction anymore, I stared at her beauty, I wanted to touch her, to feel her next to me, I…
I had to pull myself back together.
"Over uh… the bed… the couch," I corrected myself quickly. Well, yeah, I thought about bed, who wouldn't?
I was a professional, I could do that without showing off my feelings and desires like that. I was strong. I could put a mask over my face, pretend, at least until the picture would be finish.
So, I told her my directions and finally got myself to drawing.
I started.
The longer I was working the tighter my pants were getting and it was a distraction enough.
I could stare at her now so I could draw and all I could think about… her beautiful body, her supple breast, curved hips…
I just wanted to sink into her, forget about the whole world.
She looked like some goddess while posing. Like some creature not from this world, like she came from myth, like she was Aphrodite, the goddess of love.
After some time, I finally managed to keep myself calm, took the control over my body back, trying my best not to pay any attention to my throbbing cock inside of my pants.
Now, I just had to finish the drawing.
CHLOE
"It's ready," I finally heard Lex's voice. "I finished," he sighed deeply and closed his eyes for a moment.
"Lex?" I asked while standing up and putting the robe back on me. "Are you ok?" I asked making my way toward him.
Probably, he wasn't ok, maybe he felt the same I did? For the whole time when I'd been lying on that couch, posing I'd been feeling… unease. My body had started reacting specifically, it'd taken me a few minutes to figure it all out but finally I realized. It was desire. I desired Lex. All my body did. I was obviously getting wetter and wetter, my breathing became more heavily although I'd done my best not to show it, my nipples were peaked like they were asking for him to touch me…
"Show me." I reached Lex.
He was just writing a date under the drawing.
"Is that… is that really me?" I asked him, baffled.
It couldn't be. That beautiful woman on the picture couldn't be me, I wasn't THAT much pretty, was I? And my body… did it really look that good from his perspective?
"Yes, it's you." Lex's voice was a little hoarsed what made him even more desirable. "But still… I couldn't capture your beauty."
"Beauty? Lex… this is just… just… this is wonderful," I gasped and then looked into his eye.
Then, I looked down… I had to hold my breath when I saw his crotch.
"Lex…" I started but didn't finish.
He noticed I noticed.
"Chloe…" he suddenly stood up. "It's… It's not what you think… I mean… it is but… I would never use you like that."
"I know…" I whispered feeling strangely brave at the moment. "I know…" I repeated quieter and reached to his lips.
He was surprised by my kiss but started kissing me back soon enough and then took me in his arms pressing my body against his.
I was in the right place, that was the right guy, I'd made the right decision… I thought when thousands of sparks ran through my body.
I could feel his hardness on my abdomen again but this time I didn't move back, this time I got even closer to him letting him slowly slid his hands under my robe and then… it landed on the floor leaving me naked once more.
Lex took a deep breath and made a step back just looking at me now. He managed to pull himself together, his face was unreadable for me. I could feel him taking the whole control back but I didn't mind.
He slowly reached his hands and put them on my shoulders slowly sliding them down along my arms and then finally getting close enough to my breast and cupping them while sliding his hands up from my belly.
I gasped in sudden pleasure while leaning my head back.
I felt the urgent need between my legs, although it was all new to me I instinctively knew what to do next.
I got closer to him again and unbuttoned his shirt. It wasn't fair that I'd been the one naked for so long while he had all his clothes on.
I slid my hands through his smooth torso taking great pleasure from that.
He bent over to kiss me again and pushed me toward the couch…
Soon, I was lying on it while he slowly positioned himself on me and then started getting lower and lower with his lips.
"Oh…" got out of my mouth when his lips closed over one of my nipples when his hand started caressing the other one. "Lex…" I sighed. "Lex… I need you…" I found myself saying.
Desire must be messing up with my head. Was I that brave to tell him what I really wanted now?
Why not? Lifer was about bravery, not about cowardice, we didn't have much time so what was the point in being a coward?
"I want to make love to you…" I said and my hands just landed on his pants unzipping them. When I pulled them down I freed his hard and twitching cock and stopped for a moment.
That was supposed to get inside of me now?
Yes, I wanted that.
I wasn't afraid anymore, it'd gone away when I'd dropped that robe.
There was no coming back from that moment.
Lex took the pants off him and positioned himself over me again looking me in the eye.
"You're beautiful, Chloe," he told me.
I could see that he was holding himself back for me, his face was slightly damp now, he was fighting himself.
"It's ok…" I told him. "I want you. I've already told you that," I smiled but it didn't seen like a right smile. I was pretty scared after all.
First I felt his finger right against my entrance rubbing it a little.
I gave away a few incoherent sounds at the overwhelming pleasure.
I was sure I made the right decision. I would've never felt something like that where it'd come to Davis. I would've been in pain, I would've been feeling like a rag.
Lex was making me feel like a woman. A woman that was loved.
I felt him at my entrance now and he slowly pushed, looking into my eye the whole time.
My body tensed when it felt the intruder and then… pain.
Sharp. Quick.
It was already gone.
Lex was deep inside of me.
"Are you ok?" he asked me with care in his voice and kissed me.
"Yeah…" I moaned. "Oh god… yes…" Because that was truth. As soon as the pain went away… I felt even more pleasure… and then more and more… I needed… "Move," I told him.
LEX
My whole body seemed to be shaking when I was getting inside of her. All I wanted to do was to just sink into her, feel her warmth, get my release, love her…
But I had to be careful for her.
Gladly, I'd managed to do that but then… then I could speed up a little since she gave me the obvious sign that she loved it.
I slowly got out and then pushed back in making her moan and gasp with pleasure.
I was home. She was my home.
She closed me in her cocoon giving me hope, giving me love, offering me herself.
I needed her so badly, I needed her to be my family. I needed her to stay with me.
Losing her would be the end of me.
It took my whole self-control to manage not to come too soon… so she could have that pleasure as well…
CHLOE
"Lex… yes… oh… Lex…" I didn't even realize that I was making so much sounds but yet, didn't care. He was grunting too so it was ok and what more – it was making me desire him even more.
And there it was… the pressure building itself up and up… sending me higher and higher… on the moon…
I came with a scream of pleasure and soon he followed me with a groan and then collapsed on me burying his face in my neck and my hair.
A moment later...
"Oh… god… Lex… we have to get dressed and get out of here!" I suddenly realized that the dinner wouldn't go on forever and finally, my family would just come back.
So, we stood up, stole a couple more kisses and get dressed.
I hid the picture in my dress.
"Chloe?"
"Shit…" I whispered to Lex on hearing knocking on my door and that voice. "It's Davis' servant! We have to go! Now!"
We got out of that room through another door and then into the corridor.
He saw us!
"Run!" I yelled to Lex taking his hands and pulling him toward the elevator.
I started to have fun.
We were running like some teenagers in love from their parents.
Then, down to the kitchen… supply rooms… boiler room…
People working there were looking at us strangely but we just kept laughing and kept running.
"And what we have here…" Lex got interested when we finally walked inside some big hangar.
"Guests's stuff that are no use on that ship," I said looking around and then…
We saw a car.
"You know… it's comfortable in there and… no one will find us," I smiled sending him mysterious look.
"What are you implying?" he smiled back significantly while opening the door for me.
I got inside and he followed me quickly shutting the door behind him and immediately capturing my lips.
"I have to tell you something, Chloe…" he suddenly got serious and cupped my face. "I want you to know that I love you."
I could just stare into that blue-gray depths of his eyes...
Love
"I know…" I whispered back. "And I love you too. You saved my life and gave me a new one."
"I know we know each other from few days only but…"
"Yes…" I started kissing him again taking his shirt off while he was fumbling with the zipper of my dress.
There we were again, naked, copulating… our damp bodies were leaving wet marks on the steamed windows…
***
We finally had to come back on board. We were so hot that we needed fresh air, we needed to cool ourselves down.
We stood there, couldn't stop looking each other's in the eyes.
"When the ship docks…" I started. "I'm getting off with you."
He didn't say anything back. He just pulled me into another kiss.
LEX
Was it a dream? Chloe promising me to get out of that ship with me… to be with me… to spend her life with me…
Couple of days ago I would've never thought that something like that could happen to me.
That such a guy like me could get such an amazing woman.
So, I just kissed her because I had no words.
Then the whole ship shook like we hit something.
The force of that hit parted us and we could see clearly a huge iceberg…
Then, some of the ice on top of it broke and fell down on board.
"Watch out!" Lex pushed me away in the right moment saving my life once again.
Last edited by TrinityR; 24th May 2012 at 19:17.
I don't remember *that* happening after he drew her in the movie...oh wait. This is Chlex. Much better this way
Well, I'm not vefy self-confident where it comes to writing smut, I always think I need a lot of practice but you didn't complain, that's a plus
Wow that was amazing. And the disaster is happening faster than I thought. I hope once again they don't suffer the same fate. They need to be together to start a new life.
"Everyone seems normal until you get to know them. "
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