Title: Two Dozen and One Holiday Lies
Summary: Holiday platitudes never worked quite right for them
Spoilers: This story takes place in season four. I’m not going to really get into the specifics of different episodes and the arc of the stones because…well, much of it was ridiculous and stupid.
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine and hence I make no money from it...sadly.
Rating: PG
A/N: Thank you so much to everyone who reviewed this story and encouraged me. It helped more than you know to keep me on track. Love you all and you guys rock so hard!
Prologue
1. Giving always makes you feel better
“‘Twas the night before Christmas and all through the house, not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.”
Hugging the walls and sticking to the darkest of the shadows, Chloe preferred to think of herself as less of a mousey intruder and more of an ambassador of good will. After all, it wasn’t as if she was breaking into the mansion for a story…this time.
Her fingers tightened briefly around the small package she was carrying as she remembered just why she was there – to spread a little holiday cheer. Because even if it gave Lex Luthor a coronary to imagine it, she was going to show him that someone thought about him, despite his recent upgrade from mere bah humbug to all out Grinchiness.
However, she’d be teaching him that lesson anonymously. For all of the bravado that went on in the loudest part of her mind, Chloe knew that she simply couldn’t take it if she reached out to Lex and he rejected her friendship outright instead of in the more subtle way of simply avoiding her.
His absence in her life after their closeness during her time in hiding hurt, but Chloe pushed that feeling aside because, yes, Lex was awful at the whole friendship thing, but she found that she couldn’t blame him too much.
Although he certainly hadn’t blurted out his entire life story during the enforced emotional intimacy of their time together, they had grown close. That, coupled with her innate ability to ask seemingly innocuous questions that were anything but, had given her a much clearer picture of Lex’s life. And, sadly, that picture contained very few friends.
Sure, he had Clark; but that didn’t really count.
Although Chloe was grateful that her own relationship with Clark was back on track, and she truly wouldn’t trade it for the world, she had to admit that his mixture of open innocence and awkward lies sent mixed signals that a friendship novice like Lex might interpret as the way that relationships were supposed to be. So it was no wonder that he flailed so badly in them.
It was also no surprise that he was now courting Lana’s…friendship. Because the truth was that Lana was remarkably like Clark in that both of them had expectations that he be everything except himself. And though she knew that there was somehow more to it than met the eye, she still couldn’t shake the feeling that Lex was trying to prove something in his strange, quasi-pursuit of the girl who was already the object of a tug-a-war between two men.
Lana wanted him, as she did with all men, to play the perpetual hero to her damsel in distress, while Clark just wanted Lex to be more Kent-like. And Chloe knew him well enough, at this point, to understand his fear of himself, his future, of his potential to become his father. He was desperate to avoid what he’d come to see as his probable destiny, and so he clung to those who demanded that he be someone other than Lex Luthor, in whom he often found so little value.
So it was almost understandable that he’d avoid her and, by extension, her friendship. She happened to like Lex just as he was – even if he was made up of more than his fair share of stupid recently - and didn’t doubt, for one moment, his worth. Which meant that it was up to her, as the only one with realistic experience in the area, to pick up the slack. Even if that slack gathering had to be done at an emotionally safe distance.
Of course, he’d probably assume that the present was from Lana…Actually, he’d probably assume it was a bomb. But after it failed to kill him, Lana would be his next thought. And though it galled her on some level that the brunette would be his chief suspect, it didn’t bother her as much as the thought of him having a holiday completely devoid of warmth and some kind of human connection.
And with that thought in mind, Chloe set the festively wrapped package on the sleek desk and left as silently as she had come; her deed done, but heart heavy that this was the only thing she’d be sharing with Lex for Christmas.
TBC…
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