“How can you not care?”
Clark’s voice was raised not in anger, but in total and absolute rage. It was not a state that Lex had ever seen the boy in. He had seen him upset, outraged and fuming. But, the venom in his voice was a new shade to him. Lex supposed that it was buried so far in his friend that he didn’t even notice he had it in him. But, one thing had brought it out.
Chloe.
Or, more accurately, Lex’s refusal to help Clark in his quest to prove that the blonde was alive and kicking.
Lex sat at his desk as Clark paced in front of him. He glared at Lex and walked to the desk. Leaning his hands on the top of it, he spoke to him. His voice was low and barely under control. “She put her life on the line for you. How can you just sit there,” he spat out the words, “and do nothing when there is still a chance that she is out there somewhere. Or, if you really believe that she’s dead, how can you not even give a damn? She had faith in you and you got her and her father blown to bits! Then, you didn’t even attend her funeral. Instead, you went running off to Paris to see Lana!”
Lex let the boy talk. Soon, he doubted Clark would ever want to have another conversation with him.
He thought it was interesting that in the course of discussing Chloe’s untimely demise Clark still found the breath to bring up Lana. Clark was selfish to the end, it was a sort of comfort to Lex. It made his next move all the more easy.
“Are you quite through yelling at me?” Lex’s voice was level and he showed no sign that Clark’s words were having any effect on him. They weren’t. Lex’s course of action was set. He had no intention of helping Clark.
Before Clark could answer, Lex said, “Good.” He got up out of his chair and walked to stand in front of Clark. He placed his hands on Clark’s shoulders and saw that his friend flinched at the contact.
“I’m only going to say this once, Clark. Keep in mind that it’s for your own good.” Lex waited to make sure that he had Clark’s full attention. “Chloe was a big girl and she made her own choice.” Clark had clenched his jaw when Lex used the past tense to speak about Chloe. “She knew what she was getting into and it got her killed. What happened was a tragedy, but you have to move on. Living in the past, investigating something that is over isn’t healthy. You taught me that.” He gave Clark a pointed look.
Neither of them had mentioned the last true conversation they had had. After Clark had gotten back from wherever the hell he had disappeared to this last time, he had immediately begun pestering Lex about finding Chloe. They had glossed over the huge fight that had occurred between them. That was fine by Lex, he didn’t need to rehash the points.
Clark viciously slapped Lex’s arms off of him. Lex could feel the dull pain travel up his arms, but he ignored it.
“This isn’t the same and you know it.” Clark glared at him, trying to make Lex be the first one to break their eye contact. He couldn’t hold out and started to look around the room. Most likely for something to bludgeon Lex to death with. Standing up straighter, Clark said, “Fine, I’ll do it myself.”
He brushed past Lex and was stopped in his tracks by Lex’s voice. “Clark, is this really about Chloe? Or about the fact that you weren’t there to save her? That you two had drifted so far apart that you didn’t even know that she was helping me?” Clark didn’t say anything and Lex had the answer he needed.
Clark turned his head and Lex could see actual hatred reflected in his eyes. “You have no idea what you’re talking about. You didn’t even *know* her.”
Lex shrugged. “If you say so, Clark.”
Clark’s nostrils flared and his eyes narrowed. He blinked quickly and shook his head while ripping his eyes away from Lex. Lex watched the show with interest. He wondered just what Clark had come close to doing just then.
“Consider this good-bye, Lex.” This time, Lex could hear the conviction in Clark’s voice. He wasn’t torn or confused about his choice.
Lex nodded. “Fine. Good-bye, Clark. I wish you the best of luck.”
Clark glared at him for another moment and then stalked out of the room. He slammed the door as he left and Lex watched disinterested as the wood cracked and practically shattered.
He was no longer obsessed with finding out Clark’s secret. He walked over to the window and watched Clark climb into his truck and speed out of the driveway.
After a few more minutes, Lex walked out of the room, careful not to get caught on any of the splintered wood that had been his door.
Once he was on the third floor, he took out his key ring and opened one of the numerous doors in the hall.
Clark would have been pleased with him. There was no evidence that the room had once been a sort of shrine to the day that Lex had met Clark four years ago. His visage didn’t adorn any of the walls. That wasn’t to say that they were barren, though.
There were numerous newspaper articles that were up all over the room.
Firstly, as he always did, Lex went to the animated board in the center of the room. He watched the scene unfold over and over. It never changed and he had it memorized by heart. He knew every nuance like the back of his hand. But, it was part of the ritual that he never deviated from.
He needed to do this first, to ground him in the science of what he was looking at before turning his attention to the board on his left.
His eyes always fixed on three of the photographs. He stared at them for an undetermined amount of time, taking them in. They had no investigative value, yet he spent more and more time looking at them every day he came in here.
They were of him and Chloe.
It was better to look at them then the house blowing up over and over. There were two skeletal figures that would fly about in the frame of the house as the explosion rocked the foundation. No matter how many times the animation ran, the two figures always perished. Lex had to look at that first to ground himself in reality. He then had to come over here to remember what he was doing this for.
The pictures were taken after Chloe had testified. Lex didn’t know where his contact had gotten them from and he didn’t care. He had paid an exorbitant amount of money for them but had given over the cash without so much as a second thought.
In the first, he and Chloe were in mid speech. She was looking up at him, concern clearly etched on her face. He thought it was when she was asking about what had happened with Clark. He knew that she was asking because she actually cared, not for some twisted ulterior motive. His hand was on the small of her back and he was bending over to hear her better.
The next was of them embracing. The hug had caught him off guard. They had always been professional with one another. Neither discussing the current that ran under all of their conversations. He had been the one to initiate all contact between them. That’s why it had taken him a moment to respond when she had thrown her arms around his neck as her ride had shown up. In the picture, Lex was putting his arms around her. Before she had released him, she whispered, “I should have done that a long time ago.”
The last picture was just of Lex. He was looking off in the distance. He knew that he was looking at the car that had taken Chloe away. He had watched it weave its way through traffic. His hands were in his pockets and his sunglasses were already in place. He looked calm and cool, but he remembered the emotions that he felt at that time. Chloe had practically jumped in the car when it pulled up, embarrassed by her actions. No doubt because Lex hadn’t said one thing to her about them. He couldn’t, he really had no idea what to say. He remembered thinking that when it was all over, he’d thank her properly not only for what she had done in the courtroom, but for what she had just told him.
But, his plans had changed. After waking up in the hospital, he had been told of the ‘accident’ that had killed Chloe and Gabe. He had taken the news in, his face and demeanor remaining passive.
When discharged, he had gone over to the prison to give his father the requisite threats and accusations that were expected of him. That task handled, he had flown to Paris.
It hadn’t been to see Lana. However, the girl being there had set up the perfect alibi for him. He had a contact in Paris that claimed to have some information on Chloe for him.
The trip hadn’t given him the information he wanted, but he had made some progress while in the city. During the day he would walk with Lana and listen to her prattle on about her new life. At night, he would meet various men who gave him false names and, it turned out, false leads. But, Lex had made sure that they were unable to make the same mistake twice.
Lex had returned to the states with a new sense of purpose. He was determined to find out the truth, no matter what the cost or how ugly it got. Chloe would have been proud.
For months, he had found nothing. Just the usual reports saying that his father was suspected in the explosion that had killed Chloe and Gabe, lab reports about the amount of C4 used in the bomb and theories as to how Lionel’s men had known where the safe house was.
Then, a man had come to Lex. He still didn’t know his real name, but that was unimportant. What was important was what he promised to deliver. Lex had been unable to get his hands on any autopsy reports. This man had promised he could get him those, and much more.
The boxes that sat on the table in the middle of the room had been delivered mere moments before Clark had shown up. Lex had been impatient to get the young man out of his house.
There were two boxes and on the front of each were a nine digit number. Lex recognized them as the case numbers for Gabe and Chloe. He opened the box with Gabe’s number first.
Lex took out a small bag which held some of Gabe’s teeth. The autopsy report concluded that he had died instantly in the explosion. He had still been cut open for procedural purposes. Lex read over everything, looking for anything that was out of the ordinary. He placed the papers and bag back in the box. After putting the top on the box, he closed his eyes and was silent.
He didn’t say a prayer for the man, he was far past that point. But, he thought Gabe deserved a moment of silence for what he had given for Lex. Without Gabe’s character and strength, Lex doubted that Chloe would have been the type of person who was guided by her principles.
Lex stared at the other box and put his hand on the top of it. He hadn’t been the one to carry it in here so he had no idea what lay within. Knowing that he was stalling, Lex promptly ripped the lid off and stared inside at the contents.
A single, white envelope lay within.
Lex picked it up and tore it open. It was a letter from his contact.
Mr. Luthor,
I’m sorry to report that I could not find any physical specimens from the Medical Examiner’s office in regards to Chloe Sullivan. There is no evidence that a dental match was run or that an autopsy was performed. Contact me again if it is necessary.
The note wasn’t signed and Lex let it drop back into the box. He was now convinced that his theory was right.
Chloe was alive.
Now, all Lex had to do was find her.
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