Chapter Thirty-Eight
Heh… there’s a part of me that’s deeply, deeply satisfied and even happy at the idea of Lionel suffering from the agonies of internal bleeding. It’s only fair, considering that I’m certain that HE did significant damage to Chloe’s own internals before she was ‘rescued’ by Morgan Edge. Anyhow, it makes me very happy to imagine Lionel in severe damage and pain… and it also gives me tremendous satisfaction imagining him being held as a hostage right alongside Chloe.They were in a private room in an empty ward, only a few nurses coming over from Acute Care on the same floor. The nurses couldn't stay, but they would answer pages and check up on their patient. A doctor had seen Lionel in the ER, and admitted him discreetly after making him comfortable for the night. No one had told her anything directly, but she had heard 'internal bleeding' and 'CT' mentioned. He seemed disturbingly healthy, but maybe it was just Lionel's brave front.
It’s unfortunate that Lionel would still be probably be considered the more powerful and less ‘disposable’ in Morgan’s eyes though. Even in this situation, Chloe and Lionel are STILL not on the same level.
Just another infuriating fact to Chloe’s world… the rich, powerful and brutal get all the privileges and advantages… while little ‘nobody plebeians’ like Chloe herself only get to be victims. Even when Lionel’s being held hostage by a thug, he’s STILL treated with intimidated fear and respect… whilst Chloe is only casually and discreetly ignored. I rather liked the suggestion that Chloe is showing a measure of indignation about the inherent unfairness of the situation.The woman took no offence, probably telling herself he was one difficult patient in the many she would treat. It didn't hurt that Lionel was a VIP in Metropolis. He could have had a suite for dignitaries with a huge floor plan and multiple guest sofas, but Edge had a whispered conversation with a doctor and they had all been led up to a more typical room. There was barely space for the two guards, Edge, Chloe and Lionel's bed, but the nurses squeezed past knees and elbows without suggesting anyone had to leave. It was past midnight, and any hope of being kicked out for visiting hours was gone.
Only a measure of indignation though… mostly, she just seems resigned to the cynical reality that power, advantages and victories more often go to the bad guys rather than the good guys.
VERY nice, Nonky. I really liked the suggestion that Chloe was feeling like an invisible nobody for a few minutes, while Lionel and Morgan practically sucked all the attention to themselves… only to realize that she’s not invisible to everyone… nope… she’s only invisible only to the people who might possibly be able or motivated to help her. As for the people who wish her harm, injury, blood and death… oh yeah… she’s VERY much the center of their attention *shudder*“That would be great, thanks,” Chloe said blankly. She turned fully toward the nurse and realized this was a person who had trained to help people. Edge had brought his guards, but they were playing nice. Maybe this was her moment to get away. “Actually -”
Everyone in the room looked at her. Edge did nothing, but Lionel's eyes lit up like he was anticipating her next words. Behind the nurse's back, one of the guards pulled his jacket away from his holster and put both hands meaningfully down as if to draw.
She wondered how she looked to the nurse. She felt battered, but her clothes covered most of it. She was so tired she felt flat. Her body was off balance and sluggish. She couldn't stop thinking – but she was barely able to breathe. She didn't know if any plan would be clever enough when she felt so terrible. This woman might well die trying to help, and it would be for nothing.
Oh, Chloe! This was heartbreaking… and also amazing! I actually LOVED hearing Chloe passing recrimination on herself for not being able to recognize the kind of danger that Lionel was all along. As if it would be anywhere near normal for a sheltered teenagers to be able to truly comprehend and foretell the depths of evil that Lionel was capable of.She didn't know quite what to make of that. What kind of messenger would Morgan Edge have? God had angels, beer companies had blimps sailing over baseball games, and evil men should have demons; twisted, diseased heaps of flesh with eyes that spoiled everything they saw. There should be a warning before a man like Edge or Lionel had you, an omen to give a normal person a fair shot.
Upon their first meeting, she had been wary and upset. Her skin had bristled when he walked past her. Chloe had seen Lionel Luthor for a soulless moneybag. She had wanted to take his funds and use them to power her newspaper. He couldn't make her spy on her friends. She had thought then that her work was more important than her life. Snubbing Lionel seemed like a good plan – what could he really do to a minor? It had all been so underhanded and she hadn't signed anything. He had to go after her personal life because there was no legitimate deal to be made with an underage reporter for dirt on a local farmboy. It hurt to think how she'd outsmarted herself.
I loved the bitterness in Chloe’s musings as she thought about how men like Lionel should come with SOME kind of warning sign, before you started dealing with them. Otherwise, how is someone ‘normal’ supposed to have a fair chance?!? Brilliant writing and characterization, Nonky. It not only told me so much about Chloe’s views about Lionel and Morgan right now, but ALSO let me learn a lot about how Chloe viewed Lionel before this situation escalated into such horrific madness… when she still believed him to be a reasonable and ‘normal’ human being… with some limits and boundaries to the atrocities that he’s capable of committing.
I also love how Chloe’s entanglement with Lionel has now left her so much more bitter, and yet also wiser and more savvy about dealing with ‘people like that’. Which is precisely why she’s regarding Morgan Edge with such a cautious, wary, resigned attitude. Her dealings with Lionel have actually schooled her to having a more accurate idea on dealing with Edge as well. It’s unfortunate, that this kind of wisdom and knowledge if the kind that erodes away courage and the initiative to act. Speaking of which…
Brilliant, Nonky! I also loved the idea that Chloe’s newfound savvy knowledge about the real workings of an evil mind make her feel as if her strength, courage and ambition have all been leeched away from her. I really can’t blame her for worrying about her own sense of courage and initiative. Quite honestly, being still, silent, submissive, meek and passive might actually be Chloe’s best way of surviving through her time in the company of these two evil, EVIL men.Adults had praised her ambition from her first days at preschool. They were somehow unable to expect her short body could hold focus and ingenuity. She was the shortest kid at day camp, and the first to figure out how to climb up to the forbidden treats cupboard. Bravery wasn't natural to her – she did too much thinking for that – but she could fake it until she accomplished her goals. What was bravery on one occasion became silly delusion. Lionel had her cornered before he'd even asked. He was working on levels she was still surprised to find existed, to say nothing of trying to get her feet underneath her to make countermoves.
Squeee! Oh, this was such a wonderful, reassuring relief. After all that thought about Chloe’s courage perhaps deserting her… we find out that Chloe has NOT actually been rendered as gutless as she feared.“I wasn't trying to find out your past,” she said quietly. “I needed something on him.”
On the bed, Lionel's eyes glowed with some appreciation she was sure she wouldn't like. He smiled fondly and folded his hands peacefully. Her best attempt at getting him in prison amused him, and Chloe swallowed the urge to scream obscenities at him. He had heard it all before, and the loss of control would waste her energy.
“I understand you were defending yourself,” Edge said pleasantly. “And it does my heart good to see a little blonde David up against old, overgrown Goliath there. I'm not averse your living your whole life, Miss Sullivan.”
AND, this was perhaps the first time that we got to see Morgan actually talking with Chloe like a human being, rather than a victim, pawn and hostage. I was delighted to actually get a sense of respect from Morgan for Chloe. Of course, it could have just been faked, since we all know that Morgan lies more easily than he tells the truth… BUT, somehow, I feel that Morgan’s respect for Chloe might actually have been genuine and sincere… when he referred to her as ‘David’ tackling ‘Goliath’.
Heeee! And I have to admit, a part of me even preened at the idea of Lionel ALSO looking at Chloe with something akin to wonder and admiration. Granted, Chloe is right that it’s rather offensive that Lionel appears more amused and entertained by Chloe’s attempts to imprison him rather than frightened or intimidated. BUT, Lionel is exactly the kind of twisted f*ck, who would consider it a great compliment to Chloe to admire the kind of knife that she’s using to try and kill him.
Oh, Chloe! It’s just amazing seeing the layers and levels of ways that Nonky makes Chloe suffer… just a little bit more! It’s not enough that Chloe has just realized that sacrificing and selling her ethics and morals for her freedom would be worth it, but then she also discovers that her morals are NOT actually worth as much coinage as she initially thought. Ouch! I don’t think there would have been any more effective way to drive the point home to Chloe… that she has nothing to bargain with!!“What do I have to do?”
Her morality adjusted every split second, an exercise in humility. She didn't want to be hurt, but if it meant not dying . . . She didn't want to hurt others, but she could justify it for her self defense. Lionel had taught her a lot, most of it dark and ugly.
“It's not up to you, but we'll have a decision soon,” Edge smoothed his collar and stood up to help the returning nurse with a tray. “Ah, thank you. I was just reassuring the young lady. Did you know a lot of people are afraid of hospitals?”
The nurse responded warmly to his banter, and Chloe looked down at her hands. She would make a deal if it set her free, but even that power was out of her reach.
Eep! I think it was a huge mistake to NOT inform the FBI or anyone about this ransom. Lex is essentially walking straight into danger, without so much as his own hired bodyguard to keep him safe. Lionel and Morgan have their own guards and thugs with them to act as enforcers ALL THE TIME. You would have thought that Lex would have at least considered those odds, before just rushing in for the rescue.His shirt stuck with clammy sweat under a creased jacket. Lex could feel an overall greasy anxiety making him ugly and uncertain. He had meant his words to Lois Lane, but it was different walking into danger without any support. His guards were standing down or protecting the penthouse. When he had Chloe, Lex knew he would need a safe place to shelter her until she could go home.
He thought about calling the FBI agents, but they couldn't arrest his father until they could find him. Endangering Chloe wasn't an option. Lionel was probably not palling around with Morgan Edge for old time's sake, and saving one might mean saving the other.
He would pay a hell of a lot to save Chloe, even if it meant keeping Lionel around longer, too.
But, we already know that Lex has huge trust-issues… plus, there’s always the possibility, that some members of the FBI are in Morgan Edge’s pay. After all, how else would Edge have learned about the charges being gathered up against him in the first place? How else would he have learned about Chloe’s name?!? Perhaps Lex was right in his deduction that he couldn’t’ trust anyone.
I know that Morgan is speaking in a reasonable, smooth and even amiable tone of voice here… but I know threatening intimidation tactics when I hear them. Morgan is giving the illusion of being ‘a nice intellectually bent gentleman’, while ALSO letting Chloe know about how brutal he can be, when needed. Scary bastard!A gangster was giving her a philosophy lecture, though it had evolved into some algebra as well. Chloe sat in the visitor's chair next to Lionel's bed and blinked as Morgan Edge calmly laid out her odds of living through the night.
“One death is an accident, but more than one becomes an event – something people notice, remark upon, remember. One death is anonymous and commonplace. Everyone knows of a single death. Problems arise when it becomes something conspicuous.”
So he's probably not going to splatter me all over the walls, she thought bleakly. Good to know at least one of my kidnappers has finesse.
Aaaaargh! You leave it off here, Nonky?! Come back and update NOW!Edge nodded, busy watching his guard button his coat over his weapon and hurry out. Chloe didn't care about being ignored. It was the best thing that had happened to her that day. If Edge didn't care, and Lex paid for her freedom, she could go home. Her fears could turn to the raw, damaged feeling in her soul, and hiding it from her poor, innocent father.
She might live. She might live and she had no idea how to feel happy about it.
Heh… actually, I honestly do like getting small chapters, a little piece of the story at a time. It’s actually fun getting little bits of progress that I can analyse thoroughly and completely. BUT… it also leaves you frustrated and wanting for more at the end… every time. … To be fair… I’d probably be equally frustrated, even if it was a longer chapter
Oh well… just please update soon, Nonky!
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