Disclaimer: I do not own the show or characters, I don't make any money writing them, and I am not a crook.
Spoilers: Season five maybe.
A/N: Out of nowhere, because I didn't feel like scrubbing the bathroom right now. This IS being productive, I can say to myself. Rated for somewhat graphic, somewhat abstract sexing it up.
He doesn't look at her differently from how other men don't look at her, and he never had.
Lex Luthor should have stopped noticing her by now, and Chloe knew it. She knew it as a teenager, then as a young woman. She knew it as his bride's maid of honour, and as his former best friend's, current greatest foe's right hand. She knew it as the woman he chose nearly at random from the crowded birthday gala he had thrown himself.
He wasn't looking elsewhere because there were better gowns on taller women. He wasn't looking elsewhere because they hated each other – because she'd never hated him, and often saw his point better than Clark's. He wasn't looking elsewhere because she was sober and working instead of drunk and flirtatious.
He wasn't looking just because he had her hand in his, pulling her gently but firmly to see his etchings. He didn't strain his vision in the dim office with a fold-out bed. He glanced up and down along with his hands twisting and creasing her out of her clothing, but he didn't drink her with his gaze. He didn't bask in her . . . whatever she had that he'd wanted, if only for a while.
Chloe wasn't shy and she knew she wasn't hideous. She knew he liked being there with her from the low, rumbling purrs she kept surprising from him. She knew he was hard without any extreme measures from either of them. She knew he nearly came on her dress as her first orgasm ended in more gyrations bent over his lap than he'd expected.
She also knew he didn't move to light so much as a single candle to see her, though she felt him not looking almost as hard as his thrusts. She knew every time her eyes opened to search out his, his blue orbs were squeezed shut or his chin was awkwardly pointed off to the side. She knew he kissed and throbbed and pinned deeper and rougher after she tried to look at him.
She knew it until he drove into her millions, perhaps billions of times. Maybe a thrust for every dollar to his name, turning her to quivering muscle twitches and short screams. She knew he had to have looked at least once to get her hands over her head and neatly wound in one of his own.
She knew the incalculable number of orgasms and wet, heavy heat of his slump down on her nearly broken form were not consideration for her. He barely looked at her, and she knew he had no reason why he should. She was used to being overlooked, used to men having no particular draw to her physicality. It didn't bother her. Lex bothered her, though.
The next morning, eyes closed and barely waking, he had tried to hold her down with him. Even after she escaped, she spent every LuthorCorp event knowing he wasn't looking at her so deliberately he must be giving himself a headache.
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